Infinite Absence (an excerpt), by Ronald Ribman

Concerning the Novel
It is a story of dispossession and a person who wrestled with God: generally dispossession as in merely being thrown out on the road in Decrease Manhattan, or in Punta Arenas, or Wherever, stripped of our stuff, and left to outlive no matter comes our method.
Or generally dispossession that rises to primal fable, being thrown out of the Backyard of Eden, stripped of our immortality, and booted from the sight of God. Whichever method, or in whichever thousand different varieties this story embeds itself into our psyche, it’s all the time a narrative of eviction, loss, and separation. And we’re all the time that creature, endlessly deserted in a created universe of unimaginable expanse and consequence, but someway mysteriously webbed into the legal guidelines of that universe. And whether or not we select to worship its Creator, curse Him, deny Him, and even attempt to think about searching Him down as a whale, we’re nonetheless endlessly inextricably entangled with Him—a God who has chosen to be infinitely absent from us!
In Infinite Absence, that God, inside whose universe we’re so inextricably entangled, involves name on Peabody, one shiny winter’s day in a mausoleum.
Prologue
Apart from a band of grave-desecrating hoodlums who got here one night time to drink, knock over tombstones, paint swastikas, and in the end be despatched fleeing for his or her lives, the burial vault of Hector Helmontos, set because it was upon a gently sloping knoll within the grandest place of privilege above the encircling necropolis, might need gone undisturbed for 100 or a thousand years.
However listening to the sounds of life from inside its earthen pot, from past its honored place atop its marble pedestal, the severed head of Hector Helmontos, floating in a golden sea of honey, drenched by means of to each pore and channel, started to sing to them!
Clotheshorse
1
I’ve taken to dressing to the nines. It’s an affectation I picked up in Rome some years again in the summertime of 1932, and it fits me. In these grey depressive days excruciatingly extended by Mr. Roosevelt’s financial insurance policies, I’m a burst of colour and panache, striding about Manhattan in my blown-open cashmere overcoat, my tailor-made go well with, my matching scarf and yellow silk breast-pocket handkerchief. My hat for the day is the Borsalino with the inch-and-a-quarter Grosgrain band. Not my absolute favourite, however a favourite. My absolute favourite today is my high-crowned James Cagney-style felt fedora executed in charcoal grey.
I’m the Peabody in Peabody Industries. Once you discuss Peabody Industries, you’re speaking about me. There isn’t a different Peabody. I’m the final of the species, tracing my lineage again to my grandfather’s grandfather who started the enterprise working out of the outdated overseas concessions of Canton, China across the flip of the nineteenth century. Our household was within the China Commerce. We dealt in silver and tea, Chinoiserie and silk, and when the Emperor of China determined he didn’t like something my grandfather’s grandfather needed to promote, we bought him opium—which the heathen Chinee got here to love an awesome deal. We purchased the stuff generally from the British in India—after we might get them to promote it to us—however principally from the Turks, who had been all the time looking forward to an excellent deal from the Individuals. It was one of the best of occasions for getting wealthy and we bought wealthy, what with the Royal Navy ruling the seas and its cannons ready to cut back the Emperor’s cities to rubble over any insult to cargo or flag. When my grandfather’s grandfather got here to Canton, the Emperor of China thought his Celestial Kingdom dominated the world; after we left, he knew it was Queen Victoria. The China Commerce made one of the best American households wealthy, and out of opium we constructed the infrastructure of the USA: the mines, the railroads, the factories, and the good universities of Harvard and Yale and Princeton.
We’re only a few weeks into 1937—our first board of administrators assembly of the brand new 12 months—and virtually each member of the board is panicked, seizing the chance of Roosevelt’s second inauguration to make dire forecasts in regards to the present financial system and the baleful route of overseas occasions. They suppose the president a charlatan, a harmful socialist, a betrayer of his class, pied-piping the nation to financial smash. And there’s not one statistic in all their rattling paperwork to disprove it. After 4 years of Mr. Roosevelt’s fireplace chats and rousing speechmaking, all the pieces’s as dangerous because it was when he took workplace. Simply a number of make-work jobs that produce no lasting employment or actual financial wealth. Consumption of shopper items reveals no signal of rising. Unemployment stubbornly refuses to go down. Manufacturing stays as stagnant as ever. On the streets there’s not one much less begging hand-held out; not one much less apple caught underneath your nostril. As for abroad markets, unmistakable black clouds lour on all people’s horizon. Herr Hitler shakes his fist in Europe. Mussolini by no means shuts his mouth. And within the Orient, the place we now have monumental enterprise pursuits, the Japanese proceed their plunder of China, heedless of the League of Nations’ fulminations and the final outrage of the world.
Herr Hitler shakes his fist in Europe. Mussolini by no means shuts his mouth.
Listening to those gloomy prognostications, I’m idly reminded of Rudyard Kipling’s admonition that should you can hold your head when all about you might be dropping theirs, the world’s your oyster—or one thing to that impact. I’m undecided I’ve precisely quoted the phrases. I delight myself in by no means remembering Kipling too precisely. He’s a second-rate poet, and quoting a second-rate something too precisely is all the time a trifle demeaning. However, the reminiscence of his phrases impels me to carry my tongue, if solely to permit this morning’s company drama to construct. I really feel as if I’ve been set down right into a diorama or theatrical piece that has been staged many occasions earlier than and will probably be staged many occasions once more. Generally I seem because the boy being proven in regards to the enterprise by his father, generally the younger man contemporary out of faculty, studying the ropes. Right this moment, I make my look on the head of the desk: chief government officer and chairman of the board. And when orderly dialog has damaged down and everyone seems to be merely exchanging heated phrases along with his neighbor—the pall of tobacco smoke infecting each fiber of clothes—I take my cue and faucet my pencil in opposition to my water glass.
“Gents, I couldn’t agree with you extra regarding Mr. Roosevelt. He’s actually all the pieces you say about him and, undoubtedly, some issues solely first rate manners restrain me from saying. However, I encourage you to recollect, Peabody Industries has prospered in a single type or one other for effectively over 100 and twenty-five years, and that optimistically in any respect shall handle to outlive what can solely be Mr. Roosevelt’s closing 4 years as president.
“I also needs to wish to remind you that, because you noticed slot in your logic to make my brother, Hector, our man in South America, he has executed nothing in need of engaging in miracles, bringing us the best will increase in year-over-year income these previous 5 years, whereas on the identical time constructing essentially the most safe financial alliances with these in energy. There’s additionally hardly any must remind anybody of the persevering with accomplishments of our man within the Orient, Cyrus Cunningham. Because of his untiring efforts, I imagine Peabody Industries has little to worry from any growth of the Japanese Co-Prosperity Sphere. Our place as a dependable and trusted companion to Japanese business is unquestioned.
“As to the scenario in Europe and Herr Hitler, I imagine him to be an affordable man solely searching for to redress a number of the imbalances led to by the tough phrases of the Versailles treaty. As soon as these changes have been made, I’ve it on the very best authority of our associates in German business that we might sit up for an much more worthwhile future, and that the German authorities shall not neglect those that stood by her in her financial difficulties . . .”
I proceed on on this style for a while, discovering actual pleasure in holding the eye of my board. Not a watch that’s not upon me, and sometimes as I converse I can see a few of them scribbling notes to themselves upon their yellow pads, or sliding them over to their neighbors for perusal. Though I’ve made notes of my very own on my yellow pad for after I converse, as soon as I get previous my notes I do know I can go on in a most expansive and simple method. It’s a present, and it delights me past measure. Honestly, it nearly doesn’t matter to me what I say, so long as I can converse the speech and listen to the phrases and witness the sheer pleasure of my very own ideas carried on my voice. Lighting my cigarette, standing up from my chair and strolling in regards to the room, resting my hand in passing on each man’s shoulder, I talk about Joseph Stalin and Communism, I converse in regards to the prospects of doing enterprise with the Soviets and the wonderful sequence of articles printed some years prior in The New York Occasions by Walter Duranty, praising the collectivizing of the Ukrainian farms. I really feel like Henry V rallying the troops at Agincourt.
After all of them depart, taking their briefcases and observe pads with them, I discover a single pad sprawled on the convention desk as if haphazardly tossed, not significantly close to any man’s chair, not significantly seeming any man’s property. And printed on its lined and yellow face, within the massive block letters of a schoolboy, the only penciled phrase: ASSHOLE.
2
It’s ineffective making an attempt to determine who amongst them has executed this. I’ve tried prior to now with different slights and it was by no means profitable. Now, I merely go away it the place it lies—and who’s to say for whom it was supposed?
In my workplace it’s a double hit from my brother: a letter from him hid in a stack of trivial correspondence, and, seated immediately in entrance of my desk, ready for God is aware of how lengthy, a feminine official from his veterans basis. It’s been nearly 5 years since Peabody Industries took over the duty for the Basis, inserting it inside the aegis of our company and funding its actions as the value for bringing Hector aboard our South American operations. The association has all been my doing, although you would possibly suppose by the deference I accord my board of administrators it was their concept. Not within the least! It was additionally my determination a few years earlier than that to ship Cyrus Cunningham to move up our Far East operations. That, too, labored out brilliantly, although in that occasion, too, it earned me little credit score from my board of administrators and value me the one man I all the time thought of my pal. What can I say? Missing any specific expertise of my very own, it’s my genius to acknowledge it in others. And that’s the second of God’s three items to me.
The woman earlier than me is in her sixties: no nonsense, no lipstick, her grey hair executed up underneath her hat. I vaguely bear in mind assembly her earlier than, having a drawn-out dialog along with her from which there was no escape. However she is unimportant to me, and even when she introduces herself once more her identify passes by me, making no imprint in anyway. She has come to thank me for turning over the deed to our household home on West 54th Avenue to the Basis for its everlasting headquarters. I haven’t the slightest concept what she’s speaking about. I’m consistently set to signing papers. All day they’re plunked down on my desk for my signature, and I signal them with barely a look. However I’m certain I’ve signed over no such deed to the home. In any occasion, the home belongs to Hector. I gave it over to him a few years in the past, and he might do with it as he pleases. She evidently confuses him with me, what he has executed with what I’ve not executed. However I take the gratitude she is pouring out so effusively and don’t within the least disabuse her of her mistake. It makes no distinction. She is going to by no means uncover it, or if she does she’s going to suppose she has misunderstood or misheard. It can by no means come again to embarrass me, or hang-out me, or punish me. I’m by no means punished for what I do. As soon as after I was 5, I willfully smashed all of Hector’s dearly beloved toys to items in opposition to the wall, and the one factor that occurred to me was that I used to be taken out for ice cream. And that’s the third of God’s three items to me!
I’m by no means punished for what I do.
“Did you ever run into your brother, Hector, whilst you had been each serving in France through the conflict, Mr. Peabody?”
“I’m sorry?”
I fake I’m momentarily distracted and haven’t heard her query. I don’t know what she’s speaking about. I by no means served within the army. I by no means wore a uniform, not even in non-public faculty. I can’t even conceive the place she might have gotten that concept. Through the conflict I used to be given an exemption from army service. I couldn’t serve. The draft board stated I used to be too useful heading up Peabody Industries’ conflict effort to be inducted. Possibly I advised her I had been in France. I might need stated one thing to that impact. I’ve summered a lot of occasions in Viareggio and Good and elsewhere alongside the French Riviera. I might need stated one thing like that.
“I imagine you stated you served in France through the conflict, and I used to be simply questioning should you and your brother ever bumped into one another whilst you had been there?”
“No, probably not. We had been in several outfits.”
“Possibly you might need met my son, Lieutenant Alvin Forster? First Lieutenant Alvin Forster? He served with the third Division on the Marne.”
“No, I don’t imagine so.”
“He was killed at Château-Thierry.”
After all, he was! And the way am I purported to greet this specific piece of stories? Her son was killed twenty years in the past, and he or she’s nonetheless speaking about it? One million males killed one another, and he or she really thinks I might need run into her son? No marvel she works for the Basis. She’s good for the job. Or possibly she’s not right here in any respect to thank me for donating Hector’s home to them, however simply making an attempt to lure me, as a result of her son was killed at Château-Thierry and he or she actually doesn’t imagine I fought within the conflict in any respect. However no. There’s by no means any trapping me. It’s all solely an sincere outpouring of the guts, a mom’s grief that won’t abate.
“I can’t let you know how a lot I love you and your brother for all that you just’ve executed for our veterans. So many individuals don’t understand how nice the necessity continues to be, particularly in these occasions. Your stopping by the Basis final month to go to with us was an inspiration to us all. And now this reward of the home in order that the Basis might need a everlasting house. I don’t know what to say. I . . .”
I’m simply delighted when, after some extra of this, this aged woman along with her extreme, no-lipstick, no-nonsense face—now tearing up in uncontrollable gratitude over a home I’ve not given away—permits me to place my arm about her shoulders and escort her out of my workplace. She’s fairly made a mistake regarding me, however, as ordinary, my brother’s eternal kindness spreads its penumbra over me. To face in his shadow is to face, as all the time, out of the deserved and frizzling blister of the solar.
3
The letter from him is weeks outdated. It’s made its method as much as me from Argentina. Although he fills me in on firm actions there, it’s solely the briefest sketch, saving, little question, extra exact and detailed enterprise information for these members of the board he deems extra needful receiving it. For me, it’s solely needful to know that whereas he was in Chile he ventured all the way down to Punta Arenas and noticed the home he as soon as lived in, visited the graves of his start dad and mom, and walked alongside the Straits of Magellan, skipping stones and plunging his fingers into the chilly water, remembering . . .
Dallas, Texas
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