As Hurricane Milton barrelled towards Florida final month, I taught a three-hour Zoom class and tried to not refresh my cellphone for updates. I grew up in Florida, and my dad and mom, together with my sister and her household, nonetheless stay on the Atlantic Coast, 100 and fifty miles from the place Milton hit. All day, I’d responded to apprehensive buddies, telling them my household was tremendous, not their aspect of the state. However the mass of the storm was so huge. Some buddies who’d moved from Florida to Asheville, North Carolina, have been nonetheless with out energy after the devastation of Helene.

On my class’s break, I noticed an alert saying {that a} twister had touched down within the county subsequent to the one the place my dad and mom stay. I texted. My mother mentioned that it was loud outdoors, however they have been secure. Their home is concrete, constructed to maintain most hurricanes, however the winds inside a twister can rise up to a few hundred miles per hour. If a robust one had touched down shut sufficient to their home, they may have misplaced their roof.

Class ended and I signed off. I refreshed climate updates, watched storm-surge movies. On impulse, I picked up my outdated school copy of “King Lear” and seemed by it for the scene of Lear raving on the storm.

“King Lear” is about a number of issues—energy, household, helplessness. It is usually about language, each the slippery methods of lies and the someday solace of fact. It opens with a string of falsehoods that wreak havoc on practically everybody. The one individuals who inform the reality are both disowned or condemned. The storm is the play’s reckoning, nature’s chaos come to giggle within the face of standing, titles, greed—every little thing that everybody has lied to serve or to garner up until then.

Within the scene, the King has solid himself out right into a storm after a battle along with his older daughters, who’ve lied to him, and he’s slowly going mad. He rails and rages, is rendered ridiculous within the face of nature’s wrath: “Blow winds, and crack your cheeks! Rage, blow! You cataracts and hurricanoes, spout.” Shortly, although, Lear’s anger shifts: “I tax not you, you parts, with unkindness. I by no means gave you kingdom, referred to as you youngsters; you owe me no subscription.” The storm’s indifference to Lear’s struggling is frightening. However it’s the human lies, his daughters’ depraved self-interest, that damage.

I grew up with hurricanes. On the information, there was speak of wobbles, shifting strain methods, and hours and hours of spaghetti plots. Watches turned to warnings. Eyewalls fashioned. Anxious at 9, ten, eleven (as I nonetheless am at forty), I’d fill the bathtubs, get my little brother to assist me pull a mattress into one in all our closets. My sisters principally ignored me; our dad and mom have been at work. Nearly at all times, the storm missed us. Embarrassed, sorry, I’d must deliver the canned meals I’d stashed in my room again to the pantry, lug my mattress again onto my mattress.

Since 1980, the proportion of hurricanes within the Atlantic Ocean that develop to a Class 3 or greater has roughly doubled. The most important shift, due largely to the rise in ocean temperatures, is the storms’ means to so quickly intensify, thereby making it that rather more troublesome to arrange. In 2004 and 2005, my dwelling city had three direct hits in simply over a yr, and my husband—he’s from the identical place—nonetheless talks concerning the futile-feeling terror and exhaustion of that stretch of time.

After Irma, in 2017, and Dorian, in 2019—among the many strongest hurricanes ever to make landfall on the Atlantic Coast—my husband’s dad and mom, having lived in Florida for greater than ninety years between them, left. My dad and mom, who’ve each lived in Florida practically their complete lives, stayed. They’ve a shared enterprise there, to not point out buddies and grandchildren. They’ve shutters and a generator, that concrete home. Because the storms have grown worse, insurance coverage premiums have spiked, however my dad and mom principally favor to not discuss it.

In Might, Ron DeSantis, the governor of Florida, signed a invoice de-prioritizing clear vitality and eradicating from state laws nearly all of references to local weather change. On October tenth, standing amid the wreckage of the twister close to my dad and mom’ home, he mentioned, “There’s precedent for all this in historical past. Like, it’s hurricane season—you’re going to have tropical climate.”

Not everybody can go away, and loads of folks don’t need to. The nice and cozy water, the Everglades, the torpor-inducing stick of warmth and salt on pores and skin—it nonetheless generally feels unthinkable to me that anybody would stay anyplace else. We’re in New York now however return usually. For the previous decade, driving the identical roads I’ve pushed my complete life, my mind has spiralled: on stark-blue sunny days, alongside excellent, usually flat-watered seashore, I can’t assist however think about blown-down homes; storm surge; crashing, roiling waves.

On the wall above my desk, I’ve a Publish-it be aware with a quote from “King Lear”: “The worst is just not as long as we will say ‘That is the worst.’ ” I hold it there as a bolster, a consolation. I put it on one other workplace wall final yr, when a mass capturing occurred thirty miles from our home.

“Lear” is mostly thought of Shakespeare’s most apocalyptic, nihilistic play (and maybe his most excellent). As in a number of different Shakespeare, nearly everyone is useless by the tip. Samuel Johnson famously wrote that he couldn’t abdomen rereading the ultimate scenes for years, so devastated was he by Cordelia’s demise. Seventy-five years after the play was first carried out, Nahum Tate rewrote it with a rosier ending. Lear regains his throne; Cordelia lives; she and Edgar marry. For 100 and fifty years, this model displaced the unique.

The Tate play is, in fact, not practically as nicely made, however folks like to really feel good, draw clear, simple traces and luxuriate in comfortable endings. Chekhov is claimed to have remarked that it’s at all times within the beginnings and the ends that we really feel the best pull towards lies. What the true “Lear” presents is murkier, much less simple, however it’s that lack of ease that makes it really feel, to me, rather more like life.

The Publish-it line is delivered by a personality named Edgar. His half brother, Edmund, has satisfied their dad, the Earl of Gloucester, that Edgar is plotting to kill him. Edgar has spent the final stretch disguised as a beggar, additionally struggling out within the storm. Gloucester has been tortured, had his eyes gouged out, however he’s lastly in a position to see that Edmund lied. “I’m worse than e’er I used to be,” Edgar declares, simply earlier than his injured father stumbles towards him. Then he provides, as an apart to the viewers, “The worst is just not as long as we will say ‘That is the worst.’ ”

One of many causes I really like the road is that it feels comedian in a play that’s principally tragic. Edgar begins out as just a little foolish, simply duped, after which turns into absurdly unhappy. The road is him throwing up his fingers. Additionally, it feels true: Edgar declares the worst however then extra life comes, each worse and higher. He declares the worst, but he can not know—even these of us who’re at all times on the lookout for the worst can not know—what would possibly come subsequent. Just a few scenes later, in an exhilarating trick of language, Edgar saves his dad from suicide.

Finally, Lear can also be reunited along with his solely sincere daughter, the previously disowned Cordelia, although they’re rapidly imprisoned and condemned to demise by Edmund. However right here’s Lear:

We two alone will sing like birds i’ th’ cage.

When thou dost ask me blessing, I’ll kneel down

And ask of thee forgiveness. So we’ll stay,

And pray, and sing, and inform outdated tales, and giggle.

Lear has misplaced his title, standing, land, and energy, however he has his daughter. He desires to take a seat along with her, to sing and speak. As slippery, manipulative, and meagre as language could be, it is usually, on this second, suture, mercy. In fact, the play remains to be tragic. Cordelia dies quickly afterward. After which, holding her in his arms and begging her to breathe, Lear dies of grief.

For a very long time, my dad and mom and I disagreed about most every little thing: cash, politics, the local weather, who of us was mendacity, and why. We went stretches with out talking. I felt fury. I felt sure that the one manner they’d love me was if I lied. Just a few weeks in the past, I despatched them a novel I wrote by which I attempted to inform the reality. I don’t assume they loved it. When my mother completed studying it, she referred to as me. She advised me that she liked me. She understood that I liked her. A small, good factor amid the murk.

Being alive proper now can really feel like hacking by lies, greedy desperately for fact. The sense that the chaos can not, is not going to, cease. To say to know, to make order, to supply hope, feels false. One of many items of “Lear,” to me, is that the play doesn’t give hope. As an alternative, it grounds you—after pages of manipulation and condemnations, of a king railing and a storm raging—within the fleeting however actual worth of talking, sharing, one thing true. ♦